Night update!
Just got done watching a program on tv and got thinking, (this is pretty much going to be like the last update I made.. Just a warning..) why are we changing ourselfs just for other peoples pleasure? Why is it that we always want to be perfect for someone? Why not be perfect for ourselfs? Why not be who WE want to be and not give a crap what others thing.
Whether it is your work or appearance or your personality, as long as you’re happy why does it matter what others think?
In the publics eyes I’m faaar from perfect.. But in my eyes I’m just the person I want to be. I admit though, I used to hate who I was a couple of years ago. I thought I was to fat, to awkward, ugly. It got to the point were I got so depressed that I considered suicide, but I had wonderful friends that got me on track again. After that I started thinking that I was fine just the way I am, sure I still got insecuritys but who doesn’t? I’m sure all the celebrities got them as well. Everybody got flaws, but it is those flaws that make us unique, it’s those flaws that make us perfect.
Don’t take what i’m writing now that serious because it’s 2.30 am and i’m pretty tired, so I could have written something completely absurd.. I can’t believe I just used the word absurd… Anyways, be happy with who you are because you are perfect and people who don’t see that are assholes, goodnight!




